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Monday, February 15th, 2010

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    12:42a
    There was some dampness on the lower stair...
    There was some
    dampness on the lower stair risers, which were
    carpeted, but dampness was all it was
    I wouldn't admit to myself that I'd been looking
    for footprints
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    I went to the kitchen, made a chicken sandwich,
    and gobbled it standing at the counterI grabbed
    a beer from the fridge to wash it downWhen the
    sandwich was gone, I ate the remains of the
    previous day's salad, more or less floating in
    Newman's Own FrenchThen I went into the living
    room to call El PalacioWireman answered on the
    first ringI was prepared to tell him I'd been
    outside, looking to see if the storm had done any
    damage to the house, but my whereabouts at the
    time of his call were the last thing omega mens watch fake on Wireman's
    mindWireman was crying and laughing
    "I can see! As well as ever! Left eye's as clear
    as a bellI can't believe it, but-"
    "Slow down, Wireman, I can barely make you out
    He didn't slow down"A pain
    went through my bad eye at the height of the
    stormpain like you wouldn't believeI thought we'd been struck by
    lightning, so help me GodI tore off the
    eyepatchand I could see! Do you understand
    what I'm telling you? I can see!"
    "Yes," I said
    "Was it you? It was, wasn't it?"
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    I said, "MaybeI've got a painting for
    youI'll bring it tomorrow"I'd
    take good care of it, amigoI don't think it
    matters what happens to them once they're done,
    but I also thought Kerry was gucci uk gonna beat Bush"Oh, verdad, I heard thatWas
    it hard?"
    A thought struck me before I could answer"Was
    the storm hard on Elizabeth?"
    "Oh man, awfulThey always scare her, but this
    oneScreaming about her
    sistersTessie and Lo-Lo, the ones who drowned
    back in the nineteen-twentiesShe even had me
    going for awhile thereAre
    you okay? Was it hard?"
    I looked at the scatterings of sand on the floor
    between the front door and the stairsSurely no
    footprints thereIf I thought I was seeing more
    than sand, that was just my fucking artistic
    imaginationBut it's all over now
    I hoped that was true
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    523
    We talked for another five minutesor rather
    Wireman talkedThe last thing
    he said was chanel tote that he was afraid to go to sleepHe
    was afraid he might wake up to discover he was
    blind in his left eye againI told him I didn't
    think he had to worry about that, wished him a
    good night, and hung upWhat I was worried about
    was waking up in the middle of the night to
    discover Tessie and Laura - Lo-Lo, to Elizabeth -
    sitting on either side of my bed
    One of them perhaps holding Reba on her damp lap
    I took another beer and went back upstairsI
    approached the easel with my head down, staring at
    my feet, then looked up quickly, as if hoping to
    catch the portrait by surprisePart of me - a
    rational part - expected to see it defaced by
    paint splattered from hell to breakfast, a latest dior bag partial
    Wireman obscured by the daubs and blotches I'd
    thrown at the canvas during the thunderstorm, when
    my only real light had been lightningThe rest of
    me knew betterThe rest of me knew that I'd been
    painting by some other light (just as blinded
    knife-throwers use some other sense to guide their
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    hands)That part knew Wireman Looks West had
    turned out just fine, and that part was right
    In some ways it was the best work I did on Duma
    Key, because it was my most rational work - up
    until the end, remember, Wireman Looks West had
    been done in daylightAnd by a man in his right
    mindThe ghost haunting my canvas had become a
    sweetheart of a face, young and calm omega replica watches and
    vulnera

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